Carurisa

    So, I'll be moving out soon. Two very good and precious friends of mine will be letting me stay with them and help them out with expenses. I don't really have a car, but I'm okay with owning a bike. I've been struggling in trying to get a good paying job, going to college, and getting my own place. I don't have my own place yet but, so far I signed up for college and am about to move into another area. So far, I'm doing pretty okay. Being okay and content without the constant feeling of having to be secretive and depressed is so new to me. I'm not used to feeling this safe. I'm not used to feeling safe at all. It's a weird feeling and I don't know what to make of it. It's like getting cake and the frosting is what you've been dreaming of, but the goal to it has been so shattered that one isn't so sure if it's even worth it. However....

    I couldn't be happier. Maybe this is the chance I'll need to get myself out there. To be independent. I dunno when I'll be back but, I check in on DA. I miss it. For now. Tata~!

    Hello, guys. It's been a long while. Or at least for me. Last time I had been here, I'd been suffering from a great deal of untreated depression and social anxiety. Which is why I can't seem to stay with contact with everyone. But, since the end of October, I've been going to the doctors ( since I couldn't afford it until last year. It was very scary, but I'm glad I can finally get treatment for it. The road's not easy.

    I've had a lot of work, stress, self doubt, trial and error, but it's worth it. I wanna be real with you all. I am very tired. It's hard to get out of bed and choose to do something different. I always fall back into my work, sleep, work, sleep routine and I mope around because of endless fighting in the dark parts of my mind. Which declines my will to do a lot of things.

    Life's very hard and scary on this journey. Isolation isn't helping, but even though I'm alone in this journey, I am glad that I can independently make things better for me. The life I've been raised in was pure torture between, family and other issues that I wouldn't disclose online. I'm unsure when I'l be active on a daily basis again, but it's for sure that I don't wanna give up on this gallery. I brought it from the ground up. For now, until we meet again.

  ~Carurisa

    So it's been more than a year since the last page. I remember stating it so i could ease my depression. It was the year that i had graduated back in 2011 when it had taken off and I kinda miss it. All of its charm, character building, and lovable encounters. I wanted to pick it back up again after about a year. It's just that back then, I've been wanting to get to a certain part in the Halloween comic, but by the time i had finally gotten there, I'd already forgotten just what was going to happen. Which explains the sudden halt in activity. I'm wondering if any of you have been waiting for the update. If so, I'm sorry about that. A lot of life troubled are getting in the way. I get exhausted from work an my hours are very long.

    But, I'm going to try to push it so i can finally continue. I'll brain storm the next plot and attempt to lift it back up again. I've spend such a long time trying to continue it because it helps my depression and i love it far too much for it to die off continued like this. If you all have any feedback, I don't mind you commenting. For now, it's far too late i the night and i have to go to bed because work tomorrow. Night~!

If you're not sure about the comic I'm talking about, here it is: